half way

Today is half way through the man being gone!!! I know my last few posts have been a little sappy but now at a half way point I can look at the 2nd half with optimism! While I am still missing him like crazy, it is only a matter of weeks now before he comes back. May our spring memories be as wonderful as all the others :)

hard

Have you ever missed someone so much it hurts? For those of you who don't know, the love of my life faithfully serves our military. With a job like his, he is often times gone. For the most part I am a pretty strong girl and do just fine when he is gone, but there are some days when just the thought of him not being here, makes me all teary. We are only 2 days from being half way through this trip, usually the halfway point is an exciting thing for me and while I am very excited this time as well, a part of me is sad cause it still seems so far away.

It is hard to be away from someone you love for so long but there is something about missing them so increadably much that reminds you how deep your love is for them. Everytime I am missing him alot someone reminds me that this is the life of the military and its not going to go away. They are totally right. This is a life style that I am choosing by being in love with him. I suppose the one things that makes it all ok, is that no matter how hard it is some times, and no matter how much it makes my heart hurts when he is away, I cant imagine being with anyone else.

My dearest Matthew - thank you for being my stength, when I am not.

missing

missing my baby like crazy today...

good bye

how lucky am i to have someone that makes saying good bye so hard... :(

life

be a best friend

tell the truth

over use i love you

go to work

do your best

dont out smart your common sense

never let your prayin knees get lazy

and love like crazy

Mine

I pinch myself sometimes to make sure I'm not in a dream
That's how it seems
I close my eyes and breathe in the sweetest moments I've ever known
It feels like home
And here I am I want to be your everything
There you are
Turning winter into spring

I fall apart Just a word from you just somehow seems to fix
Whatever's wrong
Oh, you reach into the weakest moments
And remind me that I'm strong
You've got to know
I'd be a fool not to see you even worse
To forget that you're more than I deserve
Nothing makes sense when you're not here
As if my whole world disappears
Without you what's the point of it

Cause everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine!!!!

thought

maintain integrity while still being an optimist... i like it